I'm nothing more than a mere liar.. Everything I does and says always contradict each other.. Honesty and trust are they still with us?

Every night.. Everyday.. I asked the same old questions.. Do the same old things.. Even when you're sick, I could only bug you with more questions and thus, annoying you with my behaviour.. I don't know whether did I make any improvements already anot..

There is only like 7 more weeks to 05 Aug 2009.. The confirmation judgement date for our r/s if in the end.. I still didn't make it through.. :) Hopefully.. Things will work out for me..