不是我不明白 - 梁静茹

不是我不明白 這樣並不算太壞
懂得愛說來無奈 來自對你虧待
沒刻意掩埋 沒對他坦白 你還在

會進來嗎 你在送我回家我還在猜測
那都是真的嗎
再見面前 一直想像還有某種關聯
但客氣是拒絕
新的朋友 不再重疊
你的世界 我在邊緣

不是我不明白 這樣並不算太壞
能再次關懷 時間洗刷所有不愉快
後來的愛 我們嘗試去寬待
懂得愛說來無奈 來自對你虧待
沒刻意掩埋 沒對他坦白 你還在

沒說分手 終於是能開玩笑的朋友
不是不難過
多少年了 我想過能夠和你一起老的
卻都有別人了
新的朋友 不再重疊
我的世界 你在邊緣

不是我不明白 有些話我沒說出來
能再次關懷 時間洗刷所有不愉快
後來的愛 我們嘗試去寬待
懂得愛說來無奈 來自對你虧待
沒刻意掩埋 沒對他坦白 你還在

不是我不明白 說悲哀並不應該
我們的關懷 像愛但又說不上愛
沒有後來 我們才學會愛
但現在說來感慨 不是那個未來
我們說好的 不會更改的 你會在

爱你不是两三天 - 梁静茹

退給你的信　只剩下最後一封
淡淡筆跡　你熟悉的溫柔
請別介意　我會將信紙好好收著
當我需要你關懷的時候　走過夏日街頭
還是想牽你的手　好想聽到　一句溫暖的問候
雖然我們說好了　還是朋友　但為什麼卻沒有再聯絡
愛你不是兩三天　每天卻想你很多遍
還不習慣孤獨街道　擁擠人潮　沒你擁抱
愛你不是兩三天　一眨眼心就能沉澱　你是否想念我
喔　還是像我　只和寂寞作朋友
擔心你沒有好好的過　又怕你已經忘記了我
剛剛分手　像告別很久　還想為你做些什麼

Mum

Took halfday yesterday.. Went out with baobei to AMKHub to do her citibank account.. After that went home sleep awhile then meet baobei again.. Cause she go da yi house.. T_T

Then we went to find my real mum at Jurong Point.. xD Met Madeline too.. xD Then baobei become baby sitter sia.. LOL =X Kelian de baobei.. Got pulled here and there.. Hehe.. Then we bought Madeline a soft toy rabbit.. =D

Had Swensons for dinner.. Mummy paid for it.. @_@ $96.40 sia.. (>.<) After dinner, send mummy and Madeline go take bus.. Then baobei and I walk around JP till 11pm.. Haha.. Both of us went nuts @ NTUC　Fairprice... @_@ Whole night she's busy trying to break my traffic rush record of 357.. MUAHAHA! Bleah.. =P

真的好爱我的捣蛋鬼。。 xD 真希望我们能每天都那么开心。。 xD 我爱你宝贝 xD

I have moved back home.. @_@ Now I either reach office too early or just nice.. xD Tired seh..

Recently been busy with the ISS 2010.. Busy dao.. I lack of sleep.. Haha.. So miss baobei seh.. =/
So sian.. Don't know why recently keep don't feel like working leh.. =/ Siao liao me.. Muahaha..

Don't know why recently I feel like doing MIA again.. Muahaha.. Sot plug liao me.. xD Maybe cause I'm feeling lonely ba.. HAHA! /tremble.. xD So happy that baobei starts to open up to me le.. Miss her everyday lor.. How I wish that I everyday wake up can see her lying beside me.. xD How I wish I can hug her to sleep.. Hmm.. Can't ask for too much eh.. =D Too greedy in the end.. Will have nothing.. xD

First time in my relationship.. Till now I only get to hold hand with her, hug her awhile and probably once in awhile, a goodbye kiss.. Woah.. I'm amazed with myself.. Haha.. My previous 2 already jiu er hem liao lor.. Haha! =/ Maybe I treasure my baobei more.. xD Don't want her to get more hurt.. 已经是伤痕累累了。。

希望你会慢慢打开你的心来爱我。。 =D 也希望我能帮你打开那扇门。。慢慢做回原来的你。。即使到时你会离开我，我也不会后悔爱上了你。。宝贝，你知道我有多爱你吗？=D

Sian la.. No money seh..

Monthly Salary: $1,599
Rental: $800
Utility: $200
Mobile: $200
Internet: $30
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Total: $1230
Balance: $369

Woah.. @_@ Still haven't deduct transport de money seh...　@_@ Where got enough money? @_@ Think better go find part time to work liao.. Baobei also busy with work.. @_@ Seldom got time to pei me also.. Hope things work out fine for the both of us.. ^^ I really love my baobei alot.. ^^ So miss her.. T_T

Why does this year Valentine's day have to fall on Chinese New Year?! -Sigh- And I also know that you don't like me to come back home.. You think I want to come back? If not for the money..

Today's our anniversary and it's also valentine day... Our 2nd Valentine day together.. And both valentine day also fall on a bloodly WEEKEND! -argh- I really don't know what I can do.. I just saw my sis receive a bouquet of flowers from her bf.. Was thinking if I could do the same jiu hao.. Sigh.. But I don't know anyone in JB that could do that..

After tomorrow, I'm going back.. xD Yeah.. Back to our place.. xD Can't wait for it.. =D

I love you forever dear.. Happy Valentine day and Happy Chinese New Year to you.. Muacks..

*Sigh* Later you will be going home soon already.. I'll be all alone at home.. Okay.. Not home.. But room.. (>.<)

Shit la.. Brought your magazine to work.. Later how to pass to you? Stupid me.. Argh.. I feel disgusted of myself.. Been doing nothing of what I promise.. Disgusted *vomit* Maybe it will be better for you to get someone who can pei you at night or wholeday long.. Unlike me..

So bored.. SDO-X has been full of rubbish people already la.. Finding all sorts of rubbish excuse to start having arguments with people.. =.=" Too bored ler them.. Making so many people unhappy..

Can't they just play their own game quietly.. Stupid people.. *(&*^%&%$%#^%*&^(*&%^$^%#$%@$%*&^* Stupid me as well.. *()@&#*&^$&*@^*&(^#&$(%(*#^$&(*@#(@*#&( ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! RAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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1. [SuperStar Wings Package]

Be the most anticipated Dancing Idol in the world of hot dance! To reward the passionate support from all of the SDO-X fans, SDO-X will come out with a brand new 30-day wings package, named [Super Star Wings Package], for SDO-X players to redeem. Have a sneak peak at the following screenshots:


The mysterious darkness of wings, and the luxury of suit, combined as a great definition of Super Star. Definitely shiny and outstanding, even if you dance in the dark!

2. [Double Charm Necklace]

Complete your luxurious image with the glittering accessories! In order to let players pump up double charm points, [Double Charm Necklace] will be available in the Item Shop. Let's indulge in the glitter of this beautiful necklace:



The love-shaped necklace will not only pray for your love, but also make you become more LOVABLE with the double charm points!!

3. [New Title Cards & Other Valuable Items]

Let's have a look on the new Title Cards shown below!



Step-by-Step Redeem Procedure:

Let's have a look on the new Title Cards shown below! Besides the new cards, SDO-X will also update new avatars in the Item Shop.

1. [Super Start Wings Package] can be redeemed at the Magistrate's Office



2. The Charm Points needed to redeem [Super Start Wings Package] will be stated as the screenshot below. Different item needs different amount of Charm Points.



3. After successful redemption, the system will display an official announcement. Now, you can move forward to your Super Star goals!

Niama eh.. Today seems to be a very busy day for me.. Been really concentrating on working since the morning till mid noon..

This thurs SDO-X is coming out with a new patch called the Super Star patch.. =.=" What a name.. Then never mind.. Double charm necklace, Title card.. New wings which we will have to redeem using our charm points.. Which we have absolute no idea whether they are going to deduct for redemption or whatsoever.. =.="

Due to this patch coming up, SDO-X has been flooded with people finding "dear" to pump charm etc.. But most of the time, you will only see the girls speaker-ing.. LOL! Too many girls playing gua? xD Well, I'm pump-ing charm la.. But.. Not really for the sake of the new promo.. xD New promo yy.. See how ba.. xD

Recently, you have been very GL to me since I married with Blue.. =.=" No idea why also.. I have no people confessing with me and you're so GL.. -faint- Maybe cause I have not been able to accompany you ba.. -sigh- Seeing so many people confessing to you is a happy and not so happy thing to me.. But.. Whatever ba.. So long as you're happy, you're deem to do anything you like.. xD

So bored.. I go and find things to do ler.. See ya~ xD Everyone faster PUMP CHARM BA~ LOL! xD

List of things not to do:

- Don't sleep early - Don't talk back to you - Don't OT - Don't mention family/friends - Don't behave like a little kid - Don't spend unnecessary money - Don't lie to you - Don't ask stupid questions - Don't keep quiet - Don't play other games other than SDO-X - Don't read manga - Don't watch shows that we are suppose to watch together first

List of things to do:

- Do use my brain - Do answer your calls regardless of that I'm doing and where am I - Do house chores - Do anything that are instructed by you without any questions and hesitations

List of things that you dislike:

- That I keep saying "okay", "uh-huh", "iloveyou", "imissyou" - That I nags at you - That I don't care about anything - That I do stupid things like tell jokes - When the phone line got cut off - Care about others but you

Muahaha.. Got nagged about not blogging an actual post.. So.. Here I am.. xD

Hmm.. I don't know what to blog about though.. These few days.. Only keep staying in 000 to hold room.. Didn't do much.. These 2 weeks.. Been sleeping earlier than dear.. Cause her sleeping time totally off already.. She sleeps when I'm gonna wake up soon and sometimes wokes up when I'm about to go home? LOL

After that argument, now Dear and I have differents dear.. However, due to the divorce.. Now we know that dear has alot of admirers.. Whom Milki called them flies(cang ying).. Muahaha..

This person is qing's second laogong after we divorce.. The first laogong just boomed qing's sea blue ring just like that without any sound.. What does he get in the end? LOTS OF SPAMS AND NAGGING AND SCOLDING! MUAHAHAHA!!! Dumbass.. =X

This is my new dear? LOL! Okay la.. I'm married with Blue.. xD She and her "shocked" face.. xD All 3 persons in her gang has that.. Macam they see ghost like that.. HAHA! =x

Anyway, she will be very busy to handle 2 laogongs.. HAHA! =x Oops.. Shh.. That's not suppose to say out loud.. LOL! =x

Gonna start pumping charm le.. Then she's free to do whatever she want.. xD

Yesterday night argued with a sohai.. So stupid can.. He come into the room asking for yy.. When people reject him, he spams... HAHA! Still got more! When I use lower level ids to went in and spam him.. He buay song.. And scolded me "sohai".. MUAHAHA! And he thinks he so rich.. Cause he has a pet in a level 7 id.. And that he has wings at.. HIS MAIN! MUAHAHA! Ridiculous man..

I feel SDO-X is filling up with more and more this kind of people already.. It used to be so fun.. Everywhere you go, you can make friends.. Now, everywhere you go, people like to pk, argue etc.. -faints- All those little kids.. LOL! Yeah~ Me old ler.. xD So they are little kids.. xD

Forgot to bring mei's songs to office to upload and put it up onto her blog.. SORRY MEI!!! Babeluilui de is done ler.. xD Nothing much to blog about ler la..

Feel like getting out of Singapore for awhile.. Change of atmosphere would be nice.. No need to think about having to squeeze like don't know what in the morning.. Doing nothing at work etc.. Oh ya.. Btw, I know you all are not interested.. But.. IDA IS GONNA MOVE TO HARBOURFRONT TOO! WTF can?! My ex company also moving there.. What's with the companies these days? WHY HARBOURFRONT? =.=" But, it may not concern me.. I may have already left this company by then.. xD

Off to really do my work ler.. See ya again next time.. xD

我受够了等待你所谓的安排 说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱 我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白 一个人假日发呆
找不到人陪我看海

我在幸福的门外 却一直都进不来
你累积给的伤害我是真的很难释怀

终於看开爱回不来
而你总是太晚明白
最後才把话说开哭著求我留下来
终於看开爱回不来
我们面前太多阻碍你的手却放不开
宁愿没出息求我别离开

你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来 我的眼疵o一直掉下来
过去怎麽交代你该给的信赖 被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带 只是感觉已经不在

而我对你的期待 被你一次次摔坏 已经碎成太多块
要怎麽拼凑跟重来

终於看开爱回不来
而你总是太晚明白
最後才把话说开哭著求我留下来
终於看开爱回不来
我们面前太多阻碍你的手却放不开
宁愿没出息求我别离开

终於看开爱回不来
而你总是太晚明白
最後才把话说开哭著求我留下来
终於看开爱回不来
我们面前太多阻碍你的手却放不开
宁愿没出息求我别离开

每次我总一个人
走交叉路口自己生活
这次你却说等我走

某个角落就你和我
像土壤抓紧花的迷惑
像天空缠绵雨的汹涌

在你的身后 计算的步伐
每个背影 每个场景
都有 发过的梦

带我走 到遥远的以后
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞
带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由
都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走

每次我总独自远走
保持缄默不皱眉头
这次你却说一起走

彼此温柔从此以后
像土壤抓紧花的迷惑
像天空缠绵雨的汹涌

在你的身后 计算的步伐
每个背影 每个场景
都有 发过的梦

带我走 到遥远的以后
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞
带我走 就算我的爱
你的自由都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走

白马溜过漆黑尽头
潮汐袭来浪花颤动
凝在海岸结成了墨

蔷薇朝向草原气球
邮差传来一地彩虹
刻在心中拍打着脉搏

带我走 到遥远的以后
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞
带我走 就算我的爱
你的自由都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走

带我走 就算我的爱
你的自由都将成为泡沫
带我走

終於做了這個決定 別人怎麼說我不理
只要你也一樣的肯定 我願意天涯海角都隨你去
我知道一切不容易我的心 一直溫習說服自己
最怕你忽然說要放棄 愛真的需要勇氣
來面對流言蜚語 只要你一個眼神肯定
我愛你的意義(我的愛就有意義) 我們都需要勇氣
去相信会在一起 人潮擁擠我能感覺你放在我手心
你的真心 如果我的堅強任性
会不小心傷害了你 你能不能溫柔提醒
我雖然心太急 更害怕錯過你

曖昧讓人受盡委屈 找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進 何時該放棄 連擁抱都沒有勇氣

只能陪你到這裡 畢竟有些事不可以 超過了友情
還不到愛情 遠方就要下雨的風景

到底該不該哭泣 想太多是我還是你 我很不服氣
也開始懷疑 眼前的人 是不是同一個 真實的你

曖昧讓人受盡委屈 找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進 何時該放棄 連擁抱都沒有勇氣

曖昧讓人變得貪心 直到等待失去意義
無奈我和你 寫不出結局 放遺憾的美麗 停在這裡

Nothing in Real Life can beats a room in a game.. XD

Hehe.. These are what I took yesterday night when waiting for dear at Orchard.. @_@ Muahaha.. After taking these photos, I slept outside Taka for 40 mins? =X People go orchard shop, I go orchard sleep~ XD

Decors outside Paragon..

Decors outside Taka..

Decors outside Taka..

Big LV Bag - Saying that there will be an expansion branch at Taka.. =.="

Haha.. Ribbons for all the street lamps?

All the lights decorating.. and LOTS OF CARS! Haha! =X

This lights are suppose to have some meteor rain effects too.. But effects are lost on photos.. T_T

Some Stupid weird trees below the Meteor lights decor.. (>.<)

Muahaha.. The big christmas tree inside Taka..

Below the photos are taken last week gua... =X We met up with Qing's clique for dinner @ Liang Court located @ Clarke Quay.. After that went for some drinks @ Eski Bar.. Haha.. This time round, no Graveyard.. Muahaha.. =X As usual, I was the first one to finish my drink.. =X

Qing & PeiLing

Qing & PeiLing

PeiLing & JieYing
Hee.. Took this "secretly" to see the effects.. Haha.. Those white sprays are the decor on the glasses of the pub..

Ben & PeiLing
Ben was so reluctant to take the photo with PeiLing.. Look at his attitude.. HAHA!

Qing, PeiLing & JieYing
Haha.. Took this after dinner.. Don't know why Qing gave that face.. Looks like she kena torture for photo taking.. XD So funny.. =X Oopsy..

Hehe.. Time to go back to my scripting.. Tata~

So bored.. Yesterday practically rotting at work lor.. Today got things to do ler la.. More scripting.. but.. don't have the mood to do scripting today neh.. Don't know why.. Haha.. @_@

Hear so many people go overseas for holiday.. I also feel like going overseas..Maybe not overseas la.. But more of out of town.. But we went genting on Aug ler.. Haha.. Not much money too.. Sigh..

Always screwing up your life is what I does best..

Will I ever change for the best? Both of us knows that you're getting more and more tired already..

I WILL NEVER BRING HAPPINESS TO ANYONE =)

Deardear..

Happy one year anniversary!!

-hug-

It is already one year since we first got together already.. Hopefully I will be good or be better enough for you.. So that we can be together for as long as we can.. XD

Still remember these 2 videos..

When I first these 2 videos.. I'm so touch and happy.. I had been bringing you nothing more than trouble.. Been burdening you so much.. Been doing things that you don't like.. Hopefully.. I'm already changing quite a fair bit of them..

Till now, I have not done anything that satisfy up to your expectations.. Till then I will only keep myself at bay and try not to do anything that will actually piss you off.. Below are things that I should be reminding myself about and not do them..

List of things not to do:

- Don't sleep early

- Don't talk back to you

- Don't OT

- Don't mention family/friends

- Don't behave like a little kid

- Don't spend unnecessary money

- Don't talk to "that girl"

- Don't lie to you

- Don't ask stupid questions

- Don't keep quiet

- Don't play other games other than Xdo

- Don't read manga

- Don't watch shows that we are suppose to watch together first

List of things to do:

- Do use my brain

- Do answer your calls regardless of that I'm doing and where am I

- Do house chores

- Do anything that are instructed by you without any questions and hesitations

List of things that you dislike:

- That I keep saying "okay", "uh-huh", "iloveyou", "imissyou"

- That I nags at you

- That I don't care about anything

- That I do stupid things like tell jokes

- When the phone line got cut off

Deardear I love you.. However, it is still up to you on whether you want to trust and believe in me anot.. :) Till then.. I will just try my best to do whatever I can.. Happy anniversary.. I know it's not really a happy one to begin with..