Don't be sad

Laopo don't be sad already.. I know you didn't get what you want.. I really hope your dad could get you what you want.. He is being an idiot.. Letting your mum and his sisters stepped over him like this.. Mum can still understand abit na.. But sisters neh.. And you're HIS daughter not his SISTERS'..

Don't even know why he like to let his sisters can so much.. His own family is much important than his sisters noh.. This is how I feel na.. Though family is also important.. But still, you already have your own family, you should care more about how they feels and not the rest.. Laopo you feel this way too right? =X

Laopo I would ask you to think twice about moving out.. I know that's alot to handle when you're home.. But still, you still have your sis to care of.. Until you can really fang xin about your sis.. I will still rather you go back home.. Not because of your parents but for your dear sis sake.. I will always be here for you.. You know I care for you very much don't you? I'm sorry I sound so muffled on the phone..

I really wouldn't let you go back noh.. You're not happy everytime you go back.. And all because of your mum.. How I wish I can do something about it.. But I can't.. I'm so useless..

Good Friday

Today is Good Friday a public holiday... Spent half the day sleeping.. Cause yesterday Dear and I slept at 5+ 6am? Woke up at 1pm.. To find out that she actually have to go back to jb cause her mum wants her to..

Had our first meal of the day together before sending her back to jb.. Went into JB with her... After she went to meet up with her dad, I came home straight.. Took about 1 hour plus to reach home? No idea.. But I only know I reached home at 9pm.. @_@

Too bad can't stay there.. No money seh.. Too poor ler me.. Every month have to make dear worry about my financial.. Sigh.. I wonder what can I do for her.. Everytime want to get something for her in the end, didn't even gotten her anything..

老婆，我爱你。Thank you for forgiving me and my stupid problems.. I won't make any promises unless I know I can do them.. I'm really thankful that you're willing to come back with me on Monday.. What Karoline said was right.. We won't know what will happen in life.. To go on together or alone, depend on ourselves.. Everyone is born alone into this world.. And goes alone..

"Will you remain as Les? Or will you return back to Str?" I'm childish.. Yeah.. In some ways.. But what Karoline said is right.. There will always be suitor(s).. If there's someone better than me, just go for it.. I'm sure if that person really love you.. He will be better than me definitely..

I would rather you go for someone whom love you more than I do so that you won't have to suffer with me.. It really hurts to see you suffer so much because of me.. How I wish I had a place to stay at jb... Then I can stay there during the weekends.. Think I shall stop here ba.. XD Anyway, I've imported the posts of all my previous blogs over.. XD

I've screwed up everything.. This time there's no turning back already... You're the everything I have left with.. I screwed it up.. More and more promises not made.. Listen to what you says.. Listen to all your angry words.. Keep them within myself.. Know what you wants.. But yet.. I still do what you hate..

No sleep is not important to me.. and no work is not important to me.. Yes they seem to be important to me as my action prove them well enough and not what I said.. Every time you said something I will have something to say.. They all become an excuse... I'm really glad to have you as my dear.. You have been so understanding but yet I'm still so immature...

I had inflict too much pain in you already... Keep falling asleep when I don't.. Even though I've been tried many ways to keep myself to be awake.. Keep slapping my face.. Keep using hot water to wash my face.. Keep eating whatever I can find since to be the only way to keep myself awake... But eventually, all these doesn't count because it only happens during weekends and not weekday nights.. Which mean out of 7 days.. I might be doing it for only 1 night.. HAA! HOW PATHETIC I AM!

After work should be the quality time to spend with you.. I actually spent them on sleep! How Fuck up can I get?! Fear that you will get angry with me yet I always ended up sleeping.. KAO! Can't understand why I'm like this! It's not that I don't care about you nor our relationship.. I can say I don't understand myself.. Which I don't think this is important ba..

I don't understand why everyone is telling me that I'm accommodating to you too much.. I don't know why.. I'm just correcting my way of doing things in order not to do what you hate... Listen to what you say and slowly changing myself.. As for work.. Karoline is right.. I have to work hard so that I can support us.. For the rental.. For everything.. But she didn't know that you're also working hard to help me with the money ba.. She seems to hear more of our arguments ba..

It was you who used to be clinging to me.. It seems now I'm the one who is clinging on to you and causing you more pain than before... Somehow, the 3 words "I love you" have already become something you can ignore when I said that already.. Since when.. I've no idea.. Yeah man.. I've no idea to so many things.. All the things you said to me, all the question you asked me.. I can only say "I don't know".. "I don't know what to say"..

Everything you say are right.. Spot on.. Even though they might not be what I want.. But I still did it.. To do it.. Or not to do it.. It should all be in my mindset ba.. I really have nothing to say ler.. I'm the one at fault, so, do whatever you want.. One thing good about you is you're always so clear minded in things.. So firm with every decision you made and you always make it happen.. Regardless of what it is.. I'm glad that I didn't change you at all.. =) Glad that you're still the same old you..

If it will be better for you if I give it up.. I will do it then.. I will not waver your decision again so that I won't hurt you again in the future.. There's no more future already I presume.. Everyone you broke up with, there will be no contact or minimum contact that you'll make.. You will also try your very best to avoid them.. So.. That will be my case too ba? Tsk..

I love you dear.. I love you more than anything.. I really don't know what I can do... This is not the answer you want ba..

Hehe... I'm so bored.. So here I am blogging.. Today is sdo dc day... Haha.. We got dc and the server went bonkers.. Haha.. So many error message.. @_@

Today actually want to go back to just take passport and sit for awhile.. But in the end went out for dinner cause it's my Grandma birthday... @_@ The thing suppose to be at 430.. I went out about 4.. In the end, i'm early?!

Then the rest showed up.. People who knows I moved out keep asking why can't contact me and how to contact me since I told them my phone got cutted off... Then ask all those questions they asked before.. And my ans is still firm.. ^^

So in the end, I've got my passport.. Facial wash and additional 100 bucks.. -.- So now I can go malaysia with deardear ler~! YEAH!! ^^ After so long.. At last.. Hee ^^ Don't know what to post seh...

I miss my deardear so much.. Keep thinking what are you doing.. Is your mum bitching you again? Can't imagine what will my life be if you're no longer together with me.. I can't imagine that... I will do my best to please you de.. ^^ I love you dear.. I love you, Qing.. ^^

Muahaha... Reuben showed me this link.. Damn funny seh... I'm sharing it with you all.. Have a great laugh ba.. ^^

Had been having fever for the past 2 days.. Thanks dear for been by my side taking care of me.. Fever till 38.9 degrees seh... This is the first time I see so damn temperature in my life man... My fever came without any reason nor.. I don't have cough.. No running nose.. No sore throat..

The doctor even says this to me when I went over to him on Thurs.. "If tomorrow your fever is at 38.5 and above, you have to come back for blood test and urine test.." I was like WTH can? I was like did I have dengue or wat seh... =.= All I know is my body is aching all over noh.. I don't even eat much now noh..

Eat too much I already want to vomit.. =.= Don't know what's wrong with me.. Thurs I was practically sleeping and lying down everywhere I went na.. Slept for the whole day and the fever didn't subside till late night.. But Friday the fever was still there.. But it's not as high as compare to Thurs...

Sian man... My laptop cui already.. =.= Hdd crashed on me.. Graphic card also spoil.. =.= Stupid acer.. Sigh.. Don't know when can I get to change one new lappy.. @_@ Wait long long ba? LOL! I talking rubbish man.. =.= I'm not in the right mind now.. I'm missing my dear neh... She's back in JB already.. Waiting for her sis to finish that exam ba? No idea what time will she be home though.. Sigh.. But I wish her sis can do well.. XD

Maybe I'm just not worth for your love? To think that you've been tolerating all my nonsense.. All my empty promise to you.. To think I've been causing you to be angry over and over again..

"because you never take any of these things to heart"
"you NEVER did"
"if you ever did
you won't have done all these
you know what i hate
but you never did bother about them
you still went ahead to do them even though you know what i hate
probably in your mind you don't care or something"
"you din put your heart into doing anything other than your work"

These are the things you will say everytime.. Maybe I should let you be on your own ba.. Let you have your life back.. Back to before we met where you get to do whatever you like.. You were so happy back then before you really know me.. Why did I even ruin that happiness of yours in the first place?

Whatever what my actions are they don't appear in ur sight.. I've no idea why.. Eventually, only my mistakes appear.. I really don't know why.. I have already pushed you to your limits.. Maybe it's time.. Everyone has their limits...

The way I present my love is not the way you like it.. I had betrayed you.. Betray your trust.. You won't believe every single word I say.. I believe every single word you say.. I'm no longer alone because of you.. I'm no longer someone who noone cares...

Everyday see you in my room.. Suddenly you're not here.. The feeling is so weird.. I wish that you will never disappear in my life... I'm so afraid of losing you..

Can't stop thinking of you even when I'm at work.. Even though I might be busy at work.. I still think of you.. Didn't meant to piss you off but everytime I ended up causing you to get angry with things..

Sometimes I wonder whether I'm too "sticky" to you anot? Wonder whether have I been treating you good enough anot? Whether did I hurt you in anyway that I don't know? I really hope that you will tell me how you feel and let me know things..

I don't wish to keep things from you.. I know I can't share your troubles.. But I can definitely lend you my listening ear.. This is my 2nd relationship as you know... Sometimes I'm really at a loss at what I can do or what should I do... I don't know what to write ler..

Hehe.. Dear I love you.. Do your very best for your exams wor.. ^^ Though I can't be of any help to you.. Sometimes I wonder why am I so useless.. When you can advise me everytime I've problems/troubles.. Yet I can't be of any help to you..

老婆我爱你。

我做的事都会让你生气，伤心。是我不够贴心，不够关心才会导致这一切的。不知你为何生气，只是一直在向你道歉。 你朋友们都会说你不是搬出去一起住了吗？还会吵架？

承诺呢？好像一直被我抛弃了。说好要给你幸福的，幸福呢？你快乐吗？跟你在一起的每一秒，我都很快乐，很幸福。真希望我们能永远都这样子，配在彼此的身边永不分开。

或许我给你的感觉是不认真的吧？我可是很认真地对待我们俩的事。你所生气的每一件事我多看在心里。所说过的事，我都会听。我已经不知道我在你心目中是怎样的一个人了。是言而无信的她呢？还是你还在意还爱的那个她？

不论我在你心目中是哪一个，我还是爱你的。你永远都是我最爱的人。老婆我爱你。

Deardear.. I miss you very much.. I think i'm becoming more and more like a superglue to you ler.. Sometime I wonder whether I'm a burden to you.. Now I understand why you say you're a burden to me everytime you want to break up with me..

Deardear i really miss you very much.. Hope you can come back and be by my side as soon as possible..

Sometimes I really don't wish that you don't have to go home on weekends.. But I know you still have your family to care about.. Even though you say they are not important to you.. But I can see how much you care about them..

Even though they are furious about what you did.. Think about it.. If they don't care about you, why will they even bother to scold you? Not everyone is like me de dear.. Let you scold.. Let you vent your anger at.. After all the scolding, still can joke with you..

Seeing you have to rush here and there.. Really hurt me... You may think that whatever you do I don't care... Even though you say I'm always busy with work.. Work is more important than you.. Geneieve is someone I can click with or what people at work is people I can click with.. So I should have my lunch with them..

I can tell you this.. GENEIEVE IS SHIT TO ME! For goodness sake.. I don't know what gave you the thought we can click well.. She's so fake.. Thinking she's rich and everything.. I only talk to her because I have to.. Because of the work...

Enough of geneieve's crap.. I don't like to see or hear her name.. She's the stupid person that we everytime got argument when I don't even know why she's the argument subject.. I just want to be with you..

You're so much important to me... So much so I moved out.. Thinking that I should earn more, so that we can have our house in the future.. I want to be the one to support you to futher your passion in music..

I miss you so much.. I really don't know how life would be without you by my side.. I really hope your family won't force you to do things you don't like.. I just hope that you can still have your family when you're with me.. I really want you to be the most happy person in the world when you're with me..

老婆我真的很爱你。不想让你离开我。我真的好想让你幸福。

Been wondering whether I should let you suffer with me like this... Maybe I should just let you go so that you won't have to suffer so much with me... I would rather suffer alone than let you suffer so much with me..

Deardear I really love you so much.. I really don't want to see you suffer so much with me..

Happy Valentine Day and 5th anniversay dear..

Been thinking of you for the past 2 days when you're not with me... Even though I moved out.. There are still things that I've done that hurt you.. Be it unintentionally anot..

If you think that by keeping your thoughts so that they won't be used against you.. Then do what you deem.. I won't prompt anymore.. So long as you're happy.. I will always be here for you whenever you want to talk about them or you want to voice them out..

I know I lied to you regarding the trip down to VC on fri.. I won't denied that I did went down... I won't blame it on you that you're are piss about it or you will keep getting it out to set example for future.. It is my fault..

I still hopes that I can bring you happiness.. Hopes that you will be smiling everytime you sees me... Which I think will be a difficult task for me to reach ba? As I would still in the end upset you by my work.. Just hoping things will get better ba.. And not worse...

Dear.. I Love You very much..

I know you want to be with me together for yesterday night cause of this stupid festive which cause us not able to see each other for 3 bloody long days.. Which means I have to act "guai" at home in turns not to get beaten by my dad...

Tried to not wake up in the morning.. In the end got beaten to wake up to go with them.. Can't stay up much late de me.. Argh.. Why are we having arguments everytime we are separated? I can't be trusted by you cause I'm always listening to them when I'm home.. Doing what they ask everytime and not spending much time with you when I'm home...

Don't know what I can do to make you believe.. Why do I start to feel that I'm not the one for you... FUCK ALL THIS LAH! I just want to be with you all the time.. YET ALL THESE CRAPS COME HAUNTING ME AGAIN! Screw them!

Whenever I have problems, you're the one who's there for me.. Yet when you have problems, the person who's there for you are your friends and cousins.. For I can't help out much.. Moving out on 11 Feb.. I have already told them.. They are fine with it.. Whatever they want to do.. I don't give a damn anymore..

Sometimes I wonder how come I'm so good at keeping other people's problem and secrets yet I can't keep mine.. All I want is to share everything with you... Not having to keep things from you.. All I have ever done is to hurt you even more... I really would like to know when was the time I really makes u happy...

I think my death will be the best to put all these to an end.. For everyone will not have to think of me that much already.. I know you want to spend time with me.. I'm THE ONE WHO GIVES EMPTY PROMISES, a LIAR! ME! I'm the ONE! Noone will ever believe what I say anymore... NOONE!

I really don't know what to do already. Everything I does seems to be wrong. All I've done is to make you more hurt. I know you don't like to rush yet I keep demanding you to do things you don't like to do. My work and my tiredness has always been a problem to our relationship.

If I know you would be in such agony now, I should have let you go the last time. If I know I would treat you so unwell. Didn't except myself to do that but I already did. Hurt you so much yet I don't know what I can do to redeem myself. "我不要烦你了" this line has a very strong impact on me. It's has though you are saying that you wanna break up with me already.

Every night we will end up quarreling on phone and hope that tomorrow I won't sleep on you again But yet I DID! Can't tolerate myself for doing this to you everyday yet I can't do anything to keep myself awake. I'm really am a useless person. If anyone read this blog, I think that they will think I'm not qualified to be in love ba? I think it's true ba.

Everyday you only see me for the most max 4 hours.. Yet when you want to talk to me on phone I fell asleep on you.. I understand how you feels thus whenever you fell asleep I do nothing cause I want to know how it feels to you when I did that.. When I know I can't help to blame myself for being useless..

I love you more than anything else. But because of my workload, it causes you more agony.. I think i will have to change job ba.. If I really becomes a Perm.. I will be loaded with more responsibilites.. By then, I think you will be more angry with me or hates me even more than now ba?

Deardear you're my everything now.. Even now at home, my house has already become a place where I just come home to sleep and nobody cares for me except you..

Can't wait to move out and stay with you. ^^ I'm glad to have you. Thanks for staying by my side dear. Thanks for giving me all the support. I'm sorry that I've caused you so much pain and torture you so much.

Just hope that I can treat you much better when we move out. ^^ I love you very much dear.

Happy 4th month anniversary dear.. ^^

I don't know what to say.. But just hope I can get my passport and then move out of the house. I don't wish to see you in tears anymore. Everytime I see you in tears I really don't know what to do..

What should I do to stop the tears from falling down your face?

All of it my fault

All of these nonsense that I've put you through is all my fault thus, don't you blame yourself for them. It's not that I'm always annoyed with you. Is just that everytime you blame yourself for whatever that's my fault, I feel angry with myself for having to cause you all these troubles..

I really don't know what I've to do to make you happy. Everytime you're angry/sad about my stuff, I really am at a loss. >.< Sigh. I will have to go and get busy first. Today Vinda's not in. Just hope dear won't get annoyed with all these matters.

T_T I miss dear so much ar... T_T I can't wait for you to come back.. I want to be with you.. -tear- I miss you so much.. I want you~

I don't want you to go to Hong Kong tomorrow.. I want you to be with me.. Just now had a chat with my mum.. Kind of settle the thing with her.. She asked lots of questions..

Well.. Sort of went well I think.. But this is the best I can do so far.. I will still try for the chalet.. Cause if they don't allow.. I will most probably tell them I don't want to hold chalet when mine comes.. See what can they do..

Can't stand them anymore.. How I wish I can move out.. But I don't want my grandma to worry.. Since young, she's the only one who dote my sis and I the most.. We won't want to hurt her.. Well.. Actually I did.. =X Haha..

Like what my mum say.. I actually want to be with you than cares about her feelings.. Ya I do.. Cause they are not the one who can give me happiness.. Argh.. Don't talk about them.. Just make my blood boils..

Deardear.. I know you don't really like me to "sort of burden" myself.. But.. To me.. What I'm doing is our future.. If you really don't want me to do it.. Then I don't do it noh...

Deardear must take care of yourself okay? I know it's hard to enjoy yourself with your mum there.. But try to ba.. I love you and I miss you lots deardear.. I will still message you when I'm up and out to work.. Will let you know when I'm home.. I love you dear.. Can't bear to let you go...

I love you my dear.. 我爱你! ^^

Every night stayed up to accompany you but in the end I fell asleep.. What sort of accompany is this? I know that.. And I'm really sorry about it... Every night the same thing happen.. I really don't know what to do.. Everytime you get angry and cry.. I'm lost and the only thing I could do is apologise...

You say you don't want my apology.. You don't tell me what you want I don't know what to do.. Haiz.. Everything is not an illusion my dear... Even if you want it to be an illusion I will not...

This whole week can say I was with dear everyday except today... Dear is having a concert next sunday.. Which I can't attend... Hope everything goes well.. I want to be able to attend dear's performance.. But I can't... -Sigh-

I really don't know why.. Okay well.. It is my fault that I should go and sleep instead of accompany you when I still fell asleep... The only time I can pei you when you're online is in game and msn? How I wish you don't have to go back home... But well, you still have your piano lessons to attend...

Another 14 days it's gonna be our 3rd month together... This time round we can't celebrate cause it will on a sunday... -sigh- And it's gonna be a day before your school term starts.. Gonna see less and less of dear already I think... Lesson from 8 to 6?

I miss you very much dear.. I love you more than anything.. I want you to be with me all the time.. It hurts me more than anything to see you get piss and trying to hurt yourself... You're my everything already.. I love you dear..

Well well.. Didn't post much this week.. =X Hmm... This week really didn't manage to pei dear much seh... Cause dear have to study etc plus my parents not at home.. Stupid de... -Sigh-
I made dear cried like don't know how many times already seh.. I want to make her happy every day but... -Sigh-

Was so damn tired this week seh.. Everytime when I lie on my bed within 10mins I will knock out already.. Don't know what happen... -Sigh- Dear cried on wed.. One thing is cause of me.. Another thing is cause of xdo which she can't play for almost this whole week.. Plus there's always somethings that people screwed up that needs her to resolve... -Sigh-

Next week dear will have paper on monday, tuesday, thursday and saturday.. So I'm gonna go over to her place after work the whole of next week.. ^^ Lalalaa~ Guys stop imagine things already... -.- Especially Haseo and Cookie.. =P Maybe I will bring my laptop over ba? Haha.. Lalalaa~ -Sing- See how ba...

I just wanna be with you all the time, never to part but I can't... I'm such a useless person... Can't make you smile when you're moody or sad for just a sec... Can't wipe your tears when you crying... I wanna hold you in my arms all the time.. Wanna give you warm when you're cold... Don't know what I can do for you to make you happy.. All I can say is I love you very much dear.. I will never let go off your hand~ Muacks~

-Sigh- My mum is going to follow my dad to genting this week.. Cause my stupid bro is going.. Imagine my dad goes to genting and goes gambling with his colleague... Then my bro will be left alone... Zzz..

I've to take care of the house during these days then.. =( Which means I will have less time to meet up with dear... =( -Sigh- I don't want~ Argh.. At the thought of washing the mountains of clothes... T_T Wed I can afford to be home late cause sis will be home.. But thurs and fri she will be home late... T_T Plus Tues I have to come home early cause of that stupid flash! ARGH! I'm PISSED!

I want my deardear na~ =( Argh! Dear will be here for the whole week yet I can't be with her for the whole week?! Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............. IRRIATING SEH! Haiz.. I go out ler lah.. Post later..

2nd month anniversary

Hehe.. Yesterday was our 2nd month anniversary... Went over to her place in the morning... Went out for lunch around 1pm.. Then had Sakae Teppanyaki.. @_@ First time try.. Haha.. Dear got so hook up by the chef that she say she want to try cooking the garlic rice? LOL! Kawaii deardear -hug-

After lunch, we went for movie.. LOL! Watched the Coffin.. 2 scary cat watching horror movie.. HAHA! =X Then never mind... During the movie, dear was frighten by her phone cause... Just when the scary part is coming.. Tiff smsed her... =.=| HAHA! U imagine you watching horror movie then suddenly your hp is vibrating in ur pants? =X

Then went to EMax.. At 1st want to watch another show de.. But since no room then we got the 2 pc room.. Wanted to try out playing from thumbdrive but can't.. Haiz.. In the end, spamming forum and msn? LOL! After that went for dinner.. XD

Then went to Esprit.. Tried out some clothes... Then send dear home? Hehe.. Bought a couple watch.. XD Though knowing dear don't like to wear watch.. (>.<) Hehe..

Hope dear you enjoy yesterday.. Happy 2nd month anniversary.. XD I love you dear.. ^^

I miss you badly dear... I want to be with you.. Sometimes I really hope that if you don't have to go back to JB. (>.<) Can't wait for friday to come... Don't know where should we go neh... (>.<) I'm a very lousy planner man.. =X

Lately been sneezing like nobody business.. And today had a terrible headache.. And because of that I have to take a few hours off early... =.=| Then walked in the rain seh... Pray won't be down with illness.. But doubt so...

Don't know why recently am so sleepy seh... Once on bed almost instant knock out noh... @_@ Just now played Cabal @ Lan shop... Haha! So long never play already seh.. (>.<) Not bad seh.. I still can remember all the shortcut keys.. HAHA!

LOL! I don't know what to post seh... (>.<) THink will stop here ba... HAHA!
I miss you dear... Can't wait to see you tomorrow! Tomorrow faster come~ I love you dear~

Wee.. I've been eating dear's homemade obento.. XD Yesterday lunch was fried rice.. =D Today lunch was pasta.. =D Wee.. Both of them are great.. And I CLEARED them all... Hehe... ^^ But everytime is I eat alone... Then dear watch me eat... (>.<)

She went back home today after accompanying me for lunch... =( Then since she reached home jiu play xdo till now? -sigh- And I only managed to accompany her for like about 1 and a half hour? Have to off cause of my damn dad who came home.. Irritating idiot...

Everytime I have to leave, you will show me a sad face but yet you can't stop me from leaving... I don't know what I can do to stop hurting you cause of my dad/family members... I just hope you won't get strain because of this...

I also don't want you to get tired because you have to cook for me.. If you don't know what to cook, can don't cook/just cook what you know can ler.. I don't mind de.. So long as it's done by you, I will finish them up... -muacks- I don't know lah.. I seriously feels that you already are strained...

I don't know what I can do for you... I'm really am a BAKA.. I'm not good with words... Don't know what should I say when you say something to me... Don't know what to do... And I'm so afraid you might tear again... I just wanna hold on tight to you... But I'm afraid too tight you might run away from me... -lost-

Everytime you say "anything lor", it makes me sad.. Because I know what you mean and what you want... Yet I can't do anything about it... And if I'm tired and I still force myself, you'll confirm be pissed with me for sure... Yet I can't bear to leave you...

Everytime you say "I don't know what I can do", it makes my heart ache... I love you so much dear... I worries for you just like you worries for me... Whenever you say that, my heart really ache... It's just like when you cry, I can't be there to wipe off your tears for you and hug you tightly in my arms...

Well.. I don't know what else can I say already.. I just to let you know that I really miss you and I really really love you alot dear... I can't wait till thurs to see you...

37 more hours to go....

I can't wait for 1230 to reach.. For that's the time I get to see you for an hour before I get to see you @ 530pm... (>.<) Been missing you like crazy... Can't imagine life without you... Think I'll go bonkers... Hehe^^

Later will be going to some singing showcase with dear.. ^^ At first I thought Kenken is going to sing.. But in the end she told me she's going to watch too.. LOL! =X Well, at least we get to see each other again after Justin's birthday which is last month? @_@ Haha!

Wee... I'm broke ler~ XD Lalalaa... Dear's gonna make food for me.. Wee... =X More pasta~ ^^ Yesterday dear ask whether I want tomato or cream in game.. Haha.. And that stupid baka Haseo say he want... HAHA! He's NOT Gonna HAVE IT! Muahaha! Cause I'm gonna finished everything just like the last time! ^^

Wee.. My dear's mood swing period is over~ XD If not, I don't know what I will do.. Get emo? Cause she mood swing will be very scary.. -trembles- Hehe^^ Joking na dear.. Hehe ^^ Think she's gonna kill me ler lah... Haha! Talking all these rubbish.. =P

Yesterday night was on phone with her till she fell asleep.. Cause she had nightmares on the previous night.. Hope she didn't have them yesterday... -pray hards- In the end slept about 230am? Hehe.. =D But well, if dear slept well.. Everything is alright.. ^^

Time for me to go back to work.. Boss is here ler.. =X I love you dear.. Can't wait to see you later.. =D -muacks-

I know we couldn't spend much time together... Didn't know you're that lost when I'm offline.. For now I could only apologise for not being there when you feel lonely... Now then I know I'm so dumb...

At first was wondering why are you not talking to me when you called... I'm so dumb not to realise it sooner... You crying at one corner which I couldn't reach you is killing me... How I wish I could fly over to hug you, and tell you I'm here by your side already... But I couldn't....

Everytime there's a silence, I'm thinking are you crying again? And now I know why.. You've been suffering so badly everytime I went to bed or offline... Why didn't I notice? Think I'm too dumb already.. Thus, didn't notice ba?

And now I've promise you I will keep you company till 12am.. And you're saying I'm forcing myself... Shagua ar... I'm not na... I would rather get scolding than hearing you cry over the phone which I can't do anything... Do you know how helpless I was just now? How much I wanted to cry but nothing comes out till we hung up on phone?

I'm such a idiot.. I'm really BAKA seh...

Hehe... Yesterday was out the whole day with dear.. XD Went to watch 20th century boys... =X Not bad lah.. But.. GOT PART 2!!! WTF... =X Just like Eragon... Zzzz.. After that went for lunch at Secret Recipe.. XD

Then walked from Dhoby Ghaut to Cineleisure with dear.. XD Went to E2max chamber to watch "snakes on the plane".. =X Didn't know dear scared of snakes... =X Gomen neh dear.. (>.<) After that walked to Ngee Ann City... Had dinner there..

I also made dear cried... =( Heartache like siao when I see her tears dropped down... ='( I just want to make you happy.. Your smile makes everything worth it.. XD Dear you don't have to do anything much for me.. Just stay happy, healthy and be you that's all I want.. XD

I'm not good with words... Thus, I can't think of so much nice things to say.. But I know I love you.. Nothing beats when you're smiling to me, hugging me tightly and call me shagua in my ears... So long as you're happy, I'm happy.. =D

Want you to be by my side all the time... =X I don't know how I will survive your long holidays... I'll be walking zombie? =X I want to hug you.. Know where you are.. What you're doing... Eating well? Sleeping early? I sound like a sicko man.. Haha! =P

I love you dear.. Can't wait for Friday to come.. ^^ And next week too... Get to eat ur homemade "obento" for almost whole week neh... ^^

Can't sleep after the phone hang up abruptly... Suddenly got a bad feeling... It feels like you're going to leave me... I don't know why.. But suddenly got this feeling... Am I imagine things? Or?

My grandma and mum are getting more and more irritating... Everytime I come home they will ask who I go out with? Damn irritating can... Argh... Can't wait till I can move out man... It's so damn IRRITATING TO STAY AT HOME!

Can't use my com as and when I like... Can't do this, can't do that... Everything also restrict me... 20 already neh.. You all also know how to say I'm 20 need to do this and that, need to set example etc... Only think of what other think... WHAT ABOUT ME?! Have you all cared about what I feel? Argh...

Feel like crying man... Always have to act strong, act mature at home is very tiring... Everything also listen to you all already.. What else do you all want from me? FUCK man... I don't know lah.. I JUST FEEL LIKE MOVING OUT OF THIS HOUSE!!!

Was out the whole day with dear~ ^^ At 1st say want go Sentosa play water de... =.=| In the end, went to watch movie.. "The housebunny"

Then we went to the arcade.. Lalalaa~ We also went to engrave our ring ler.. XD Played till both also hand and leg become "jelly" liao.. HAHA! =X Then sent dear back to her aunt house cause dear suppose to be going back in the evening...

Then went we're about to part... Her aunt came back! -faint- Then was invited in... =.=| Then ate dinner with them.. (>.<) So nan de can be together for whole day lah.. XD

Hehe.. I can't wait to be with dear again... Even though almost every weekday meet up for lunch.. But 1 hour is not enough!!! (>.<) I want to be with her all the time na~ Hmm... Time for me to go bed ler.. Need to chiong work again tomorrow.. XD Closing soon ler.. End of month coming... =.=| Time flies man.. Haha!

Okay ba.. I go ler.. XD Dear I love you~ And miss you lots.. -hugs-

Today is our 1st month anniversary... Though today can't celebrate but it's alright.. XD Never been so happy in my life.. You have brighten up my life dear.. XD

I'm sorry that I always make you worry for me.. ^^ Can't wait for our 1st christmas and new year together.. XD Always think of you till want to die.. Can't stop thinking of you every now and then... Thinking what are you doing? Eaten? Everything's alright?

I want to keep you by myside, don't let you go.. Want to make you happy all the times.. ^^ Sometimes wants to make you angry~ XD Cause you look very adorable when you're pissed with me~ (>.<)

1st month anniversary... Didn't get you anything much... (>.<) Just 3 stalk of rose... (>.<) Shall get you 99 so you can't hide them~ ^^ Lalalalaa~ I can't wait to see you on thursday again... Tomorrow shall bury myself with work...

Happy 1st month anniversary dear~ I love you 1314~ Muacks~

Been coughing like hell these days seh.. (>.<) Think probably I will take a few hours off early to see doctor ba? (>.<) If not I will die.. Haha! No I won't.. I want to but I can't? LOL!

Can't wait to see dear later la... Miss her like crazy lor... (>.<) Everytime webcam only she see me... =X Hehe.. And by the time.. I'm already sleepy.. So she see my sleeping face? LOL! =X

Hmm.. I think I will post later ba.. Cause I want to clear my stuff by today~ Post again later~ ^^

Yesterday went out with dear after work... It is rare for us to go our together on Monday night de lor.. Hehe... Cause her aunt is oversea.. Then she and her cousins want to create havoc? Haha... Joking...

Don't know where to go out together lah.. (>.<) Cause so long as we are together can liao.. Hehe.. Right dear? ^^ Hmm... Recently, went out with dear, I ended up taking cab home seh... Cause bu she de to leave each other... Yesterday that cab fare even worst! @_@ $11.10 -faints- I'm not use to merz cab lah.. So low can? Hehe.. We have been going to Dhoby Ghaut arcade and play the basketball lah... @_@ Haha... Can become their regular customer liao? LOL! Joking~ Lalalaa~

Recently, alot of things happened in dear's family.. @_@ Just hope the bad things will go off sooner ya? Then everything is alright already.. ^^ Dear is not going for holiday with her aunt already.. Yeah~ But don't know whether she can come out anot leh.. Cause I confirm cannot go in liao... Cause passport kena confiscate.. (>.<) -sigh-

My pay friday then come in lah.. So sad... My carrefour pay is dead already lor... (>.<) Don't know where it fly to... -faint- I'm lazy to call them and ask leh... Hmm... Think I stop here ler... Haha! My table is flooded with invoices already... Update again.. Chaoz~

JANUARY BABY

Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.Stubborn.

FEBRUARY BABY

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it.Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.S! pendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH BABY

Attractive personality. S#xy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

APRIL BABY

Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around.Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. hot but has brains.

MAY BABY

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed andhighly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited.

JUNE BABY

You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

JULY BABY

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be with friends ... Always ! brood about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST BABY

Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an 'every thing's peachy' attitude. likes talking and singing.loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of 'that someone'. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by 'no pain no gain' caring.always a suspect. playful. mysterious. 'charming' or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

SEPTEMBER BABY

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.Strong mentality.. Loves attention. Diplomatic.Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

OCTOBER BABY

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily.. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

NOVEMBER BABY

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

DECEMBER BABY

This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions.Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly.. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music.

Yesterday went into JB with my dear.. XD And I'm so broke lah.. LOL! Then dear practically become my "ATM"... (>.<) Sorry dear... =( Though I don't like her to pay for me... (>.<)

We were waiting for her parents to arrive at City Square... Hmm... We walked don't know how many rounds... Then went to arcade.. =.= I'm not good with arcade games already lah... LOL! Went to dear house around.. Hmm... 1+pm? No idea.. Lost track ler... Haha!

Was tempted to buy shoes from that side.. LOL! But no money~ Lalalaa~ XD Heck... Tried to help dear to set up the china sdo.. (>.<) But don't know why they can't download the server list... Will help to check that out... Haha! Then changed her com language setting to chinese... She's gonna die liao right dear? LOL!

Left her house around 630 - 645pm... Then I reached home around 815-820pm like that lor... (>.<) Haha! Then my phone at last went out of batt when I'm on bus back home lah... Then make dear worried... Cause I never replied her and answer her calls.. Gomen dear...

Yesterday after chatting with dear... I knock out already lah... Aching all over.. Don't know why... Haha! (>.<) Hmm... Think I go do my work ler... Later my colleague say me... WAHAHA! See ya~

Hehe.. Yesterday was on the phone with dear from12+am to almost 4am lah.. Then keep asking her to sleep lah cause hear her keep yawning... Then when she finally on the bed.. She knock out lor... -.- Call her so many time then got only 1 reply... =.= Hehe...

So boring na today... Nothing much to do today.. I miss my deardear lah... Can't wait to see her tomorrow... ARGH! -going insane-

Ate prawn noodle for lunch again... Everytime ate prawn noodle... XD Wahaha! After lunch as usual... Very sleepy~~ XD Now is 330pm only lah... Still got another 2 more hours to go... I shall try to slow down things ba...

If not I can die man.. XD Feel like doing something for my website that I'm paying for nothing... LOL! Hmm... BORING LAH! Nothing to do ler lah... Deardear save me~~ XD

Hehe... Friday went to find my Biological mum with dear~ XD Then my idiotic bro didn't eat anything lah... -faint- Then never talk much also lor... wth... HAHA! He keep playing psp only... LOL!

Then dear and I went to library with him lah... Cause he want to go... Haha! XD Then after that we came down see the shop so many people then started helping out my mum.. LOL! We don't know anything lah... So.. Practically... What customer ask we just ask my mum.. HAHA!

Then we helped her close shop also nor... Then become never spend much time together... Gomen neh dear... Then dear pei me go home sin before she went home... Passed her my laptop lah.. Then my STUPID BRO! He want to lock me outside man! -faints- STUPID!!!

Then sat went for breakfast with dear before sending her back to JB... =( This time monday cannot see her for lunch ler... Cause she holiday... =( But will see her on tues and wed.. XD and FRI! XD Wee...

I can't wait for those 3 days to come!

Deardear~ I miss you na~~

Can Friday night faster come?! =(

I miss my deardear na~~~ OMG~~

These are when we are at Sentosa.. XD

These are what we took at Vivocity:

Today I damn sotong can... =.= Early in the morning bang the door twice lah... Once is the toilet one... The other is my room de... -.- Very stupid lor... (>.<) Wee... And when I'm out of my house the rain was only a little.. So I don't bother to get umbrella.. All my friend know I like to walk in the rain lor.. Haha! (>.<) I was dry all the way from my house to Clarke Quay... Who knows.. When I'm at Clarke Quay...

WOOT! The rain was.. Getting heavier and heavier... So.. When I reached my office I was like damn wet? Water still dripping from my hair lor... LOL! XD But not much people in the office.. Thus, noone notice I'm damn wet? LOL! XD Wee~ I'm mad already lor.. Hehe...

Miss my dear too much already lah... Start to dream of her already.. XD Hehe... (>.<) Can't wait to see her on Fri lah.. XD Crap.. Speaking of Fri.. Haven't thought of where to go seh.. I feel like going to find my Biological mother seh.. (>.<) Lot1... Very long never see her already lor... (>.<)


Hmm... I think I stop here sin.. Need to clear up my workload... Later Vincent come back I've got MORE TO DO! -faints-

Updates

Today I keep work to accompany dear to go out the whole day lah... Hehe... XD Met up with her at Causeway Point first... =X Then she passed me 2 Wu gui... Hehe... Damn Kawaii lah... XD Then after that we went to Vivocity lah... =X Rot there for... Er... About 1 hr? LOL! Took a few pictures there... Then after that went for lunch...

After lunch we went to get a shorts for me.. Cause we want to go Sentosa... -.- Haha... XD Then... ^$%^&%^*&^(& On the bus to Sentosa up came one group of FUCKERS! Came on board talk so loudly still never mind... Still KAO LUI ON BUS LAH! -Faints- The lady who sat behind us was so unlucky lah... She want to alight de.. But in the end kena stop by them lah... WTF?!

Dear was so piss off with them lah... Never mind lor... After awhile I at last managed to get her smiling again... XD She still say want pull me into water... =.= In the end also never lor... LOL! XD Cause we were taking pictures? LOL! XD Photos will be uploaded after dear reach home... XD

We were still very happy when we're going home.. Until.. THE GROUP OF FUCKERS BOARD THE BUS LAH! *(&(*^*&%^&%^$%^$#&^%$&#^*@&^#&@%$&^ Fucker man... Board the bus they kao lui again lor... Zzz... Then the lady told them she's married lah... They were like laughing away... Zzz... Kao man... Then make dear so piss off till she almost pour water on them lah... Lucky I stop her lah... They got so many peopl lah.. =.= Everytime we see this batch of FUCKERS.. They will always piss dear off till she injure herself de lor... -sigh-

Sian man... Tomorrow meet dear for lunch.. Then the next time we meet will be Friday night... And Saturday? Hope Saturday I can leave lah.. (>.<) Dear~ Sat de I let you know again.. XD Friday night we go Bishan Junction 8 want? Or you want go town? Tell me when you're online wor... XD Hmm... I shall update again later with photos that we took just now... Photos of Justin Birthday... These are what I got from Justin... Still got somemore with Bernadine..

Front(Left - Right): Kenken, Bernadine, Gladys, Justin, Daryl

Back (Left - Right): Me, Sylvia, Yee Kai, Kelvin, Lucius, Timonthy, Jake.. The other one behind I don't know him... LOL! Oops...

Front(Left - Right): Me, Bernadine, Kenken, Gladys

Back (Left - Right): Lucius (trying to show off his food.. =.=), Timonthy, Kelvin, Justin, Yee Kai...

The birthday cake... XD

GSCE ‘O’ Levels Hokkien Exam Paper

GSCE ‘O’ Levels Hokkien Exam Paper
Instructions:
1. Read the passage carefully
2. Grade yourself with the grading system at the end of the passage after reading.
3. Not that difficult, chin chai do lah !

Section A: Orrler Exeminetion (60 marks)
Question:Singalella why become rich ?

Koo zhar wu chee ay char bor kia, Singalella.
She got two sisters, but the stepmarder and the sisters all damn kuai-lan, so she quite zhia-lat oso.
Last time Singalella got own maid, but now she become the amah.
Everyday must cook lah, clean lah, simi sai mah bao-kah-liao.
If her sister say liak kar zhuak, she liak.
Tak jit zho kah tau-hin.
CPF poon boh.
But then, kay piak eh ah-pek got one son call Ah Ming got party.
So he say, ‘oeh, long chong lai ah.’
Singalella very happy because she never go party before but then her step-marder say, ‘Lee Mana eh-sai kee, this one bahru lu eh sisters wu standard.’
Then Singalella must zho sui-sui for her sisters and step-marder.
Tap pai how, buay zhia, buay koon and buay pang-sai.
That night she only can wave bye bye and then she go back to the kitchen and cook Maggi mee.
Her neighbour came over and ask, ‘Eh, an-zhua lu boh kee party?’
So Singaalella kong, ‘I-wan, lau-bu kong buay-sai, so boh pian.’
She never expect but the neighbour say, ‘Aiyah, kee lah, I give you money.’
So singalella brush teef and zhang-zhui, chen-kor, after that look very different.
She quickly run to opposite of the beh-chia-lor, already 11 o’clock.
At the party, Ah Ming also quite sian because the char bor all boh sui one.
Dance floor even got one ah pek dancing.
Just as Ah Ming told himself, ‘Aiyah see-pay zhia-lat’, Singalella came in.
Ah Ming straight away lau nuar.
‘Wah-lau eh, see-pay heng ah, chee kor buay pai.’
Ah Ming say to Singalella, ‘eh, sui eh, wah ai kah lee zho flen!’
Singalella say ok but Ah Ming like octopus, touch here touch there.
But then just it was 12 o’clock, one ah pek die on the dance floor.
He become ghost and tell Singalella all the good 4D number.
So after that Singalella quickly go and buy 4D, and then tiok tau-pio, zhit-pak ban.
So she pay back the kay-piak eh lau-kay-poh and then kah kee cho sen-lee.
Simi kuan eh sen-lee wah mana eh zhai.
Section B: Grades - Gauge Your command of Hokkien….

A1. Can understand the story and pronounce Hokkien correctly.
Hokkien eh sai, bo beh zao.

A2. Can understand half story and/or cannot pronounce Hokkien properly.
zhia lat

E8. Don’t understand story and/or catch no ball.
leow leow, mai ka lang kong you is Hokkien Singabolean

F9. Don’t understand rating.
kee see lah, wah mana eh zhai lee kong simi?

Some updates...

My Bro and I doing stupid post... WAHAHA! We look like shit... LOL!
My bro and his lousy skills... -.- Trying to get the "tower" behind... LOL! In the end don't konw what he taking... LOL!

Hehe... Dear and I at Orange Julius yesterday before she went back into JB..

Hehe... Dear and I still at Orange Julius... LOL!

Went for cycling just now with my family... And here's my bro! XD Wahahaha

Here is he again... LOL! XD

Just now went to East Coast Park for cycling... XD Then my bro keep play cheat when racing.. KAO! Then he still almost make me fell when he went missing lah... Zzz... Cycling nothing much lah...

Then after went to Bark Cafe... Cause my dog was out with us.. So went to Bark Cafe as they allow us to bring our pets along.. XD Then my dad ordered 1 jug of beer... -.- After drinking that and my spaghetti then I'm damn full lah... Zzzz...

Missing my dear so much lah... Can't wait for her to come home from her dinner... Don't know why her mum recently keep scolding her for nothing lah... Maybe she PMS ba? LOL! Oops... =X

Saturday

Woke up at 830am lah... Then sent dear back to JB lor... Actually wanted to go in with her de... But my passport was with my parents when I realise... -.- Then we went around Causeway Point lor... Planning to buy couple ring when our pay comes... Both of us broke ler lah... LOL! XD

Yesterday night went to Justin birthday party... And he got dumped into the pool thrice.. LOL! And he was suppose to find toy cars in the pool lah... And the lights are already off.. LOL! He damn high lah... Got drunk by us... LOL! And he got chocolate cake on his face... So dirty :P Haha!

Then me and my classmates were sitting at one corner drinking vodka.. LOL! Then they wanted to try playing a game called "ouch obi obi".. Kenken was suppose to be volunteer... But... after awhile... LOL! She regretted... HAHA! XD THEN WE SABO BIRTHDAY BOY! XD We are damn evil.. XD

Overall of the birthday party was okok only lah... Nothing much.. For me and our classmates... We were more of gathering ba... XD Shall go their blog and kop our pictures later... XD Wahaha! I'm going crazy... Oops...

Friday

Wee... Went to get birthday present for Justin lor... Met up with dear sin... Then we went to my Carrefour... I go back there to say "hi" to my ex-colleagues.. XD Dear dear look very blur when I'm there... LOL! XD Bleah :P Then met up with Ivy and her colleague, Ke Ming for dinner before we go and buy the present... The meal was $49+...

Lucky dear and I share only... So for both of us is like only $10? LOL! XD Bleah... Ate the most was Ke Ming.. XD After finish buying all the present.. Dear and I went walking around Suntec aimlessly.. -.- Then I spent more money lah.. -.- Cause I brought myself a new wallet... HAHA! =X

After that nothing much to do.. Then come home already... Must keep asking dear to go bath de lah... -.- From 1030 say wait till 11pm lor... =.= She like to sit in front of the fan too much liao... Haha! XD Then after she jiu stuck in front of the laptop liao... =.= Then the 2 of us slept at 630am lah.. =.=

Hehe... Long time no blog ler wor.. XD Yesterday Desmond came over to my house seh... Come hao lian his result lah.. LOL! DAMN PRO LAH HIM! SO MANY A!!! But the module credit all so little... Well.. He came just to get PSP games from me lor.. -.- Then we played few rounds of DJMAX2...

We chit chat abit na... Then busy putting games... -.- Then damn piss off with his HDD lah... -.- Made my laptop go crazy... LOL! XD I like my new job neh.. XD Though sometimes I will be flooded with work.. XD But time flies when I'm flooded.. XD

Hmm... Friday going to watch movie with deardear.. XD Don't know what show to watch still... -.- Cause I think in the end I will be the one to decide... -.- Everything also I decide.. =X "I decide.. Where I live.. I decide.. Who I love.." <- My fav song.. LOL! Sei lor... Dear we almost everyday meet lor... XD Can't imagine how we going to survive on wed,sat and sun lor.. =X

Hmm... Time for me to knock off ler... I shall post again... XD See ya...

PS: DAISY! Train more then we can play harder song lah!! XD

Hehe

Muahaha! Yoz everyone... LOL! I had quitted CARREFOUR SUNTEC!!! Wahaha... Now currently working as Temp Staff for Unilever.. XD It's located at UE Sqaure... Shell House... Working Monday to Friday 830am to 530pm.. XD

Here is not bad lah.. ^^ I like here.. XD But.. The IT department do things abit slow... =X Till now I still haven't got my "working" email and pc account... -.- Then I become so free.. Cause can't access lots of things.. Zzz...

That's why I'm here to blog! Muahaha.. Okay I know I'm lame.. LOL! I'm so free till I can go and read e-newspaper!!! ROAR! People who know me knows that I seldom read newspaper or TV news... Hmm... I shall go and do other stuff while waiting for my colleagues to arrive to assign me work.. LOL! XD

Sorry for the short post.. XD

Oops.. So damn long never update my blog ler seh.. Today is JS birthday... Or should I say yesterday? LOL! Went for movie... then go arcade... go see fishes... go arcade... go makan... go pool... =.=

Used so much money.. No money for this month already seh.. These few weeks I'm damn tired... Work 6 days per week... This week all 3pm to 11pm seh.. Sunday will be 2-11pm... Tired... This week drank alcohol twice already seh...

Next week worse.. 11-11pm.. Cause of COMEX.. The IT fair.. Haha.. Never mind lah.. get to shop around there when break comes... Hehe... Nothing much to blog also leh.. My work nothing much de.. Only scanning.. LOL!

Oh ya.. I got to be Roller Girl on Wednesday... Hehe.. Quite fun... Haha... Cause carrefour not much customer at that time... =.= Don't know why... Maybe cause it's BYOBD? It stands for Bring Your Own Bag Day... LOL! XD

Then while I was super busy that time Kenken and Gladys dropped by!!! At first I thought Kenken was really a customer seh... Then... =.= Haha! But they dropped by at the wrong time!!! I was left alone at that time with no SUPERVISOR! faint.. LOL! Don't know tml will have lots of customer anot leh... Haha! Anyway.. I'm tired already... I go sleep ler~ I will update again.. When I'm free~ :P LOL!

Me and Dear ^^

Me and Jie

Me and Yinxi mei

From left: Demon(Meifu), Qkiss mei, Yinxi mei, Me, Suaisuai and Ellone mei

From left: Yinxi mei, Qkiss mei, me, Suaisuai and Ellone mei

Me and Ellone mei

Qkiss mei and me

Suaisuai and me

Hehe... Nothing better to do in the afternoon... Then we did these... PHOTO SESSION~~ LOL! Took these today.. Hehe.. Sick till sot already.. HAHA! On top all are malaysian seh... Only my jie come Singapore during weekends to study... The rest all staying at malaysia... ^^ So many friends seh ^^

Today took off from work seh... If I'm so sick I will not take MC de lor... At least I still can see my "mummy" from NYP... She actually want go there pak tuo with her boyfriend de... Too bad.. So long never see her already... Don't know when can meet up with her again... ^^

Hmm... Don't know what to blog liao.. Cause basically today I keep sleeping... LOL! So i shall stop here~~ LOL! See ya~

At last update~ :P

Wahaha! At last I'm updating my blog... LOL! Let me say my daily routine now... LOL! Wake up on com.. Then go bath... Eat lunch.. Log on to SDO.. Play awhile.. Go out work... Then finish work reach home.. On com... Log on to SDO again... Then play till around 4+am? LOL! I have officially turned into a "night cat" already... LOL!

My birthday... Was... Okay okay only lah... This year no friends to celebrate with... Cause all working and studying... Sad... Then I reach home on my birthday around 1+am? Cannot remember... LOL! Before reach home I fell down... Then during the evening time when I went over to woodlands to buy m card I fell down flat... =.=| So ma lun can... -.-|||

Cutted cake around 1030pm... LOL! The cake so-so only lah... Received one present from my sis and her clique... LOL! Nike shirt and shorts... ^^ Not bad.. ^^ I can say it's my 1st present within these 2 years... =.=| LOL! Never bluff u... But this year got more wishings lah.. From... All my friends from game.. And my friends...

Hmm... Shall let you know my schedule for this week... ^^
28/07 - Off
29/07 - 3pm to 11pm
30/07 - 5pm to 11pm
31/07 - 12pm - 5pm then play badminton in sch at 8pm
01/08 - 5pm to 11pm or maybe 12pm?
02/08 - 3pm to 11pm or 12pm?
03/08 - 2pm to 11pm

Hehe... Carrefour now got bazzar sales for bags and luggages etc till this sunday... Hehe... :P Help promote abit... LOL! I very bo liao seh... LOL! Then kena tempted to buy the Deuter bag.. LOL! So I spent $50... $49 on the bag... And a dollar on US Polo de socks for my dad... LOL! :P Waiting for my pay slip~~~~ Don't know Thurs or Fri will received leh... Can't wait to receive my 1st pay~~ Okay lah I stop here.. I don't know what to say liao... If you all want visit me please let me know in advance... :P

Back

Muahaha! I'm back for 1 post... LOL! :P Miss me? Wahaha! Miss me then come Suntec Carrefour find me lor.. :P Haha! BUT! I every Tues, Thurs and Fri off... LOL! Since tomorrow I'm working at 8am.. And I just reach home at 2am.. I have decided not to sleep... Haha! (>.<)

Been busy with my work? LOL! But don't know why this week not much people.. And Carrefour keep extending their opening hours... CRAP! Like today.. Extend till 1130pm... =.= Like what the hell... Haha! But not bad lah.. Feli and gang came over and find me... ^^ Though they meet up because of Feli~ Haha! ^^ Thanks fellows~ ^^

Every Alternate Tues will be playing badminton with Ivy in school.. Don't know who to call to join us leh.. Cannot play double seh... Cause still got Ivy de boyfriend ma... :P See how ba... Haha! Anyway... Let me offically announce... NUS REJECTED ME~~~ LOL! (>.<) I nothing better to do... Haha!

You all might wonder what did I do for my off days... Well... Tried to meet up with friends.. But all too busy to entertain me... LOL! So most of the time I'll be home gaming... LOL! If not I will go out for awhile for my business project... Haha! :P

Aiyo.. I have nothing to blog about ler leh... Nothing much happening in my life now... I'm waiting for NYP to tell me whether is there still DT post for me anot... LOL! That's all for now ba... LOL!

Working

Hehe... Yesterday was my third day working as Carrefour part time cashier... LOL! I'm working at the Suntec one... Damn busy seh.. =.=| At night lah... LOL!

Noon not as pack as night... Don't know why... Then wah rao.. So many ang mo like to buy 1-2 FULL trolleys lor... So scary... You see mountains de leh... =/ Not kidding... Eliza should come and work here... LOL! Can see lots of her ang mo... LOL! =P

Today I'm off... XD Next week I got 3 days off.. But I think I will be on standby? No idea... LOL! Not bad lah.. They keep giving me till closing.. XD That means more money~~ XD Yeah~

The rates are:
Weekdays
before 6: $5.25/hr
after 6: $5.55/hr
Weekends: $6/hr

Hehe... Not bad leh.. XD Break one hour.. XD I know quite a few staffs... But didn't really had break with them.. LOL! (>.<) Not my fault.. Cause supervisor give me break first! Haha! =P Not bad lah me.. Can mix around with my supervisor... ^^ Yesterday one of my supervisor scared me.. =.=| She say her boss want to see me... Then she asked whether I did wrong things anot seh... Then I was scare.. =.=| In the end I went in.. They just want to give me my next week schedule.. =.=| Stupid... HAha!

Okay lah.. She's quite fun de.. My supervisor all very nice... ^^ Hmm... STILL WAITING FOR MY APPEAL STATUS!! ROAR! I want to wait till my neck long liao... LOL! =/ I go bath ler lah... Nothing much to blog leh.. Haha! XD Everyday work till 11pm.. Reach home already 12am.. Cause I everytime have to walk from HOUGANG MRT BACK HOME! =/ So I'm lazy to blog... Haha! =P Tata~

Updates~

Muahaha.. I have come to blog... Cause Angeline ask me to update... Muahaha! Been busy with work seh... Haha! Nothing much also lah... ^^ Everyday jiu go work... After work go home noh... Haha!

But since I've got my first pay... I've been to shopping~ LOL! Shop till I'm almost broke liao.. Oops... Lalalaa~ =X Been not feeling well these days... LOL! (>.<) But haven't really fall sick... I want to fall sick~~ I want take MC~~ =X My sis is sick ler... Muahaha... Hope she can pass her virus over to me~ LOL! ^^ I'm evil~

Lalalaa~ So sian neh... Everyday need to serve 8 buyers... -.- Haiz... Boring~ Call and call and call~ =/ Kenken so good lah... Get into SMU... Can leave liao~~ I also want... But NUS rejected me... Super sad... Haha! Now need to wait again for the stupid appeal result~ =.= End of june then know seh... Sian... Stupid de...

Haha~ I really don't know what to post seh... Haha! Post some of my "gangster" photo? Muahaha! I think I shall do that... XD And here they are~ Muahaha! I think alot of people will get shock ba... Muahaha! (>.<) Like daisy? MUAHAHA! =P

Everyone is trying to book my sunday slot seh... But I'm busy on this sunday... Damn it... Haiz... Super sian... Sunday is father day.. But... Haven't confirm whether celebrating anot... Zzzz... =.=

Reuben's return...

Yesterday went out for dinner with Reuben and Fong Yee... Wahaha! We went crazy yesterday... =/ Anyway, we went to The Cathay there de Japanese shop... First time went there... Okay lah.. Not bad though... The way we order food also quite interesting.. WAHAHA! Each colour plate sushi cost 99cent each... WAhaha! XD

In total, our dinner cost us $44.45.. Not bad lah... Each person about $15... Ate damn full... Haha! Then we walked around The Cathay... =.=| Reuben say want go Ben and Jerry de... Then we after we walked so many round... We ended up in STARBUCKS! LOL! =/

We chatted inside... Chat till quite long then we go and buy coffee.. LOL! =/ Then... We took some pictures... REaLLY SOME!!! =/ ONly got 3 shots... LOL! (>.<) Then I reached home at 12... Wahaha! Nice seh... Slept around 230am... Hehe...